Tagaytay trip. Hoping for your u-turn iykwim hehe #selfie #bae #tlog #hehe
The fab four aw ghad I miss you can we please repeat? Insert daddy Chris here Hahaha @daegonzales #Patty #Lane
Miss mo ko no? Hahaha Mas maganda ka :)) miss u
hahaha akala ko ako lang yung walang lovelife sa ating tatlo? haha
With Mr. Math Wizard~
Paulit ulit na tong napost kasi ngayon lang ako nag online sa tumblr, haha pero eto na nga haha cute niya kasi para sa akin una, antalino sa math pangalawa inosente pangatlo wirdo yun mga type ko eh pang apat di bastos/malibog at panglima di judgemental at mabait and sixth, nanlilibre!!!! hahaha nux naman kung matutuloy, tabi kami sa bus pag otw sa tagaytay for 3 days hahaha tas nux sept. 4 EK!! hahaha chengcheng haha ang effort ng reco letter ko sa kanya hahaha btw friends kami. Friends lang. Oo naman tanggap ko, pramis! hahaha oo pramis ahuhu haha pramis,
Maybe wanting is inappropriate but this time I will not mind what others might think of me because I want you to call me tomorrow, seriously and tell me ” Hey, it’s been months since we last talked I want to say happy birthday ” like please? I want to hear it again and again. I will treasure it. I know that feelings are temporary but yeah, if it’s meant to be just a chapter of my life then you are welcome to do so. I know you don’t care at all but I want you to care again this time. Just for one day? Please? Pretend that you are mine and pretend that everything’s okay please? Pretend that you’re in love with me, pretend that I got the hottest body figure and pretend that you’re dying to be with me every minute. Yes, pretend. I want it that way. Anyways, you are the best pretender right? After all the things I’ve been through because of you, big laugh.
I’ll cry tonight and pretend that you believe that this will be the last time I’ll cry,
hi jgh from Tokyo Invasion party from smx hahaha grabe 1st time ko may makasayaw at magkaroon ng kaibigan na foreigner na di ko kakilala hahaha
10 Things I had to learn by myself (my mother never taught me):
i. Blame the person who hurts you, not yourself. Never blame yourself for not being what they wanted or not being “good enough.” You are made with perfectly flawed traits, stitched together to be loved unconditionally.
ii. Not everyone you love will love you back and the people who do love you, you won’t always reciprocate the feelings. But that doesn’t make them or you a bad person. You can’t love everyone and not everyone will love you. I refuse to blame the people that can’t find it in their soul to give me what I give them. I don’t give to get back. I give because I want to and because I can.
iii. Don’t let one person tell you negative things about yourself. One opinion out of a million does not make you who you are. No one paints a masterpiece for you, you are the art piece. You make who you are. You are the artist.
iv. Don’t ever settle. People always feel safer with things that they are used to and comfortable with instead of seeking for the heart pounding feelings and moments that take their breaths away. I never want it to be easy; I want it to be hard to breathe and suffocating when I give something my all. I want to learn how to survive through that.
v. Learn how to say no. No, I do not want to dance with you. No, I do not want to kiss you. No, I do not want to date you. No, I do not want to do this. No, I do not want to do that. Because that does not make me happy and that does not make me feel comfortable, so no. And I don’t need to give you a reason nor do I need to make up an excuse to say “no.”
vi. There are different kinds of people. Don’t always catergorize people in groups because people are not meant to be labelled. Just because one person hurts you, does not mean the ones in the future will. Just because one person holds a knife doesn’t mean the next one will use it. There is good out there; there is good in the world and there is good in people. Not everyone is a monster. I strongly believe that majority of the population is good.
vii. Do not let the past prevent you from living in the future. Do not let the pain and hurt take over. Don’t close yourself up to others just because you have been broken before. Never allow the demons of yesterday to control the beauty that is to come in the future. Vow to never allow it to always be stormy for the sun does eventually shine down on all things beautiful. I am beautiful, and so are you.
viii. You can swim across the world for someone but they might not even step outside in the drizzle for you. Even if you hold the umbrella for them.
ix. Never give someone the power to rid you of yourself. Don’t ever fall out of your routine or lose who you are permanently. That is so important.
x. Love yourself. Learn to love the birthmark on your face, the chipmunk cheeks, the thighs that jiggle when you walk, the nose you think is too flat, and your fingers that are too short. Learn to appreciate your almond shaped eyes, your skin color, the thin hair that doesn’t grow fast, the beauty mark above your lips, and the small gap between your teeth. Learn to love your sense of humor, your laughter, your emotions, your tendency to trust easily, and how happy you always are. Learn to love the way you love others deeply, how you sometimes fear being lonely, the way you enjoy walks alone, and the radiance in your soul. Learn to love yourself at 3AM when you cannot sleep and can only think of the skeletons hiding in your own closets and learn to love yourself at 3PM when you are cranky and unable to get out of bed. Learn to love yourself and come to terms with the fact that you are you, and that will never change.